Life is a mess....

Okay so I totally messed up my test today, but it will all work out to God's plan. As someone said to me today in class- "God got us into this, He will get us out." Then I got up to the hospital at 3:20, after a long talk with Dad. My professor did not have my name on the list, but luckily I was able to get a pt anyways. I am now about to work on my pt information for tomorrow's clinical and then dinner, and chillin. Gotta wake up at 4:30am, what joy.
Love,
         ER

Goodmorning??

Goodmorning,
It is 8:30am and I am about to take my second exam of this semester.... scary! Then I have to go up to the hospital tonight to get my paperwork for hospital rotation tomorrow... I am really trying to destress and not be anxious.... ummm.... oh! I totally messed up on my ivpb checkoff, so I will have to take my second attempt. lalalalalalalalalalalalalal hahahahahahaha rararararrararararar ok, I think that help :P I have so much studying to do tonight, tomorrow, and friday. I am going camping on Friday thru Sunday which should be lots of fun. My sisters and brother are going with me. It is the boyscouts indian lore weekend. I just pray that a whole lot of drama wont happen, just because there are three girls going. Um....... brain block, I swear I made my brain turn to goop last night because of all that studying.... I need to start planning this all better. I will start next week.... too much going on this week to worry about it now.
Okay now that I blew 5 mins typing all that.... Later!
Love,
         ER

Blu M&Ms only

So as I sit in the Simulation Lab, during the lunch break, I am contemplating everything that has happened since this past Sunday. As most know Mrs. Richardson passed away, leaving a whole in all of our hearts. Her joy in the little things, and her most melodious laugh are just a few of the things we should remember about her. The fact that she is now in heaven with Jesus drinking margaritas and flippin back her long blonde hair- is reason to celebrate, because we will see her again one day. Her memorial service is this Saturday, so I will probably mention her again in my blog. She was an RN, and let me have her drug cards and RN notes. I did appreciate that, and told her that I did. She was so full of life and was such a great blessing to have around.
Okay... nursing blunder of the day: not knowing how to do an IV push, so I ended up with an air bubble in the pt's iv tubing. Thank you Father in heaven that it was a dummy pt in the sim lab. Now I know why we must learn in Simlab before ever doing anything outside. I will not make that mistake again.
I will update later tonight as to any blunders I may make :P
Love,
     Eliza

Love, ER

Today I went to class on Skin and Pt Education. Yesterday I went to a conference with a professor to discuss how I am doing this semester. And Sunday a dear friend's mother, who was also a dear friend, passed away.... She had cancer, but that doesnt make her passing any easier. I feel horrible for my friend and her family, so if you would please keep them in your prayers that would be awesome :)
Love,
    E.R.

A new day....

So... I really like the fact that I used to wear my heart on my sleve, I was fearless. How can someone change another person so much?? Well I am going to revert back to how I was, before two different worlds collidided. I was sweet, I was real, I was innocent.
So what happens next? This will be the beginning, a new day, a new beginning... I can see all the possiblities. I am going to be sweet, caring, and bring myself back! I am really excited about this. I will never let someone do that to me, ever again. I am happy being me, being with family and friends. If Mr.Right comes along, he will get that, he will love me for being that way :)

Okay, wierdest thing just happened, power went out for a few mins, but came back, so I can finish blogging, but now that I stopped, I kinda am lost, so I guess I will just post this and move on....
Oh! it did not save what I had done previously today: BSA event, shopping, ice skating, visit with my bff, and about to leave to go watch my sister's bff.

Okay, all for now, of course more later :)
Have a lovely evening!!

Most amazing dream ever, but my cold has gotten worse

Most amazing dream ever, but my cold has gotten worse. I feel like I am sneezing my brain out... yuck!
So like in the dream I dont know who he was, but I was at Target with some guy and we got engaged at the checkout :P I know it doesnt seem romantic, but the fact that it was so random and unexpected made it great! I am wondering who he was, since I never actually saw his face clearly. Anyways, loads of paper work to do today... better start.
As alway.... more later, Love,
                                            SN

First Clinical of Second Semester

Okay! Today was my first clinical day in my second semester. Faux Pas of the day are as follows:
1. I woke up at 4:30am, went to two McDonalds and they were both closed at 5am.
2. Got to the hospital an hour early, and went to the first floor snack bar to buy the most unhealthy breakfast ever, because the cafeteria was closed.
3. I got lost on the way to my floor....
4. I still got to the meeting room 30 mins early... so I just sat there because I did not know how to do anything on the computers.
5. Found my nurse, followed her around but didnt understand half of what she said.
6. Went in to take vitals on a pt and the thermometer flew out of his mouth and hit the wall. Of course I got a new cover and apologized to the pt.

At least I can say that I did get most of my paper work done that needed computer information. It was a great learning experience, and on the way home I did not fall asleep by the grace of God :)
More later,
Love,
      SN who admits to flaws